Thursday, 31 May 2007

Freakign out

This is an official announcement that I am freakkkinnggggg out about tommorow. Dont understadn why am i so stressed. I should relax it will be ok. Its not the first time I am goona be in the corporate world. Though I can see two reason for my freaking out 1) the whole SHELL status is kinda scary? I feel i might be up to 'their standard' they will demand stuff form me which I will have no clue about. Second and probably the most important reason for being nervous is being behind on what they wanted me to do so far, i got no proposal not even a rough draft. They probabaly think i am stupid or soemthin caus i sent my reasearh idea on two pages and consused closed-end and closed hedge funds. Now i am am really confuseda out what it is I am doing what i wanted to do and is feasable. Must get a move on.

Well to shed the nervous vein i went shopping and bought a belt, a vital accessary as the circumference of my tummy seems to fluctuate so randomly that half of the trousers are either too tight or sag to low. Bought a bag which can accommodate a A4 size note pad, reading material for the tram travels, pen, agenda, wallet, phone, water bottle, Baquero's thesis, few loose papers and bits and bobs. Also bought a black blouse and a green shirt. I have realised my whole wardwrobe is too plain, need to update it with some sort of prints but at this point in time I do not have the funds to do so.

Also paid a visit to AH to buy some sustainenece. I will write out my shopping list caus if you are reading my blog you must already be pretty bored. Bread, Butter, Eggs, Bapao and hmmm cant seem to remeber.

Also had the crazy notion of playing squash today. Not a good idea to do sports if you are totallu out of shape and are going to work for the first time the day after. Experiencing neck/ sholder/ back pains. Had a lot of fun but i was so tiredd by the end of it I was falling asleep.

Apart from today the week's highlights include visiting Utrecht and Gouda. I have a feeling i have already written abotu this but maybe not in the blog. Both cities were completely empty either due to the dismal weather or because it was a weekday. Had a super waffel in gouda and it was lekkkerrr beyond limit. I made a video of the guy making the waffell fresh from raw ingredients. It was a small shop and the queue to buy the super waffell was prettyyy long ( which demonstrates that it was good waffelll place). Gave some apparently poor advice to someone regarding a greeting card for his mum, I personaly belive it was a harmless humour but others beg to differ. it was a M.I.L.K card. how can someone find it rude????? Anyhow, I am still hunting for a bike, went to see one the other day and it looked blatently stolen, and not that nice so I passed on that one. Have a few leads from friends but still need to check them out.

P.S can someone tell me how to post a video on the blog from the computer then i will post the stroop waffel video. I know how to do it if the video is alreay on a website like You tube.

For now on youjust ahve to do with a picture ofGouda

1 comment:

Xixi said...

Note: M.I.L.K. cards are NEVER offensive...!!! This must ALWAYS be remembered!

Oh you will do fine at work, im sure...otherwise you would not have been selected!!! Remember all the pros and cons of tourism? :P Dont worry! You will do fine...i always freak out even if its about interviews over the phone!